New Year, New Me?

So the new year has come and gone, it's all in the head. So I went to see my case manager and the Dr was unable to unattend, apparently they are useless at keeping to appointments. As a consequence I am still on my 5 mg at night. Today is my last pill, so after this it's a self directed ceasation of medication.

Sometimes I wonder what the hell I am doing with my life? I'm still very interested in the view point of bipolarorwakingup on YouTube. It's intriguing and refreshing view on bipolar.