Bean a while (food on the mind)

On the outer, it's great. There are so many possibilities in life and you are only restricted by the size of your dreams. I had this conversation one time with my cousin and said it's like:

Imagine a bird cage, you have all you need, food, water, unnecessary entertainment trinkets (a ladder, bell) and it's cleaned for you. You're content and probably don't have a realistic concept on what is on the outside. Then you may upgrade to a larger cage, more space, you can fly a little (instead of just the hop fly movement). Why wouldn't you strive for no cage?

Up to this point in my life I've mostly felt comfortable, imagine (yes I'm a visual person) one of those awesome L shaped leather couches. I've made a decision, I don't want comfort, I want challenge and that requires courage. And courage involves doubt.

I've been moving but in which direction I don't know.

Never mistake motion for action

I'm scared and excited.